back inside the rotunda
"Because at SOME point, I have to STOP protecting others and START protecting MYSELF. I would think you'd know that about me by now. If I think I might get hurt.... instinct takes over. I'm not asking you to be OKAY with it... it's just... SOME people UNDERSTAND that. Ava does.... because she's my sister and she knows it's a PART of me. Nicolas does... because he's a telepath and he can hear the internal process. I'd have THOUGHT that as a therapist, you would have recognized the pattern... but I realize now that you don't WANT to see it.... and I can't figure out WHY.... or HOW to get you to see it... so YOU tell ME. Tell me what to SAY, Karen, to earn your trust. Tell me what to DO, and I'll do it. I would say, I would DO anything.... because I don't want this between us either."
<< Karen's fiery glare gradually became less intense, as she continued to listen, still RIGHT in Haleigh's path...the weather around them, the cool wind actually helped to "sweep away" the feeling of chaos that was brewing in the doctor's heart...but MORGAN'S headache, the increasing pain SHE was feeling caused Karen to show signs of discomfort herself.>>
<< it went beyond Morgan being concerned for THEM, it had MORE to do with the problem between Nicolas and Alison. Karen STILL had yet to confront Nicolas for his terrible comments to Alison but that wasnt paramount right now.>>
.....
<< at that moment, Karen realized , as haleigh was speaking that she was being as unreasonable and as unforgiving as ATHENA was to Persephone. not like BEFORE when she was aware of the "lesson"...but FINALLY understanding. Had it been a patient, even someone as repulsive to her as CAMERON, she COULD have seen the CLINICAL explanation for Haleigh's behavior....hell she'd already been able to identify it, but her own feelings a mother, a WOMAN beyond the "perfect and pristine" image she portrayed....and the two sides of her collided when dealing with Haleigh, with explosive results.>>
<< the winds whistled>>
i'm not..a close minded person. and under other circumstances....it probably would have been plain for me to see and understand, but so many other EXTRA factors got in there...we were brought together far closer than a patient/therapist should be by circumstances beyond our control. the objective space was obliterated and becuase of that, my daughter...of ALL of these things...i was NO better at handling this or your behavior than anyone ELSE without the benefit of family ties or telepathy or even mental health credentials could be.
Maybe all we need is just...a little more time....
<< Karen's voice was LOST in the blast of thunder as she jumped with a start, looking at the sky and then the flash of lightning as she FELT Morgan lose her grip of consciousness.>>
Morgan!! honey!
<< Nicolas caught her daughter as she fell, and Karen reached her side, taking one hand into her own. Nicolas indicated she was alive and her vitals were holding...and as she was placed on a couch...>>
Haleigh said:
"What was IN that Hemlock??"
It's not the hemlock...
<< stepping discs, opening at random, intermitent patterns could be seen in the air, on the floor, at various angles etc.>>
I felt...that she had a tremendous headache, probably brought forth by stress....
<< looking at Nicolas...>>
and anger.
<< Pandora arrived with Delilah. Ava and Alison had disappeared and given Nicolas' statement about sensing discs opening randomly all over the island...>>
they MUST have fallen into a disc.
<< they group moved further into the interior of the rotunda up a few small flights of stairs and into a lounge like area. everyone was a bit caught off guard and it showed. one minute they were eating, the next, fights were errupting across the group, now this storm, ava and alison's disappearence and morgan's collapsing..>>
once again...ive come up short. so determined was i...to take haleigh to task...that i left my daughter unattended....and now THIS!
<< she said it softly to herself more than outloud as she sat next to her daughter, clasping her hand and placing the other on her forehead..>>
the stress of the evening...coupled with her hard time adjusting to the whole change...it must have been too much and this is the REACTION. probably...to keep from HARMING anyone as she would have done in the past.
<< Haleigh grew concerned about Ava's whereabouts and Karen quietly reached out via the BOND between mother and child to bypass Morgan's psi screen and try to communicate with her daughter on a deeper level.>>
Morgan? Morgan honey....it's mom. Can you hear me?