:: Alycia nodded as if to say "COME GET SOME!" as Vivica reeled from being bumped back. The taperecorder DID come and BUMPED Alycia back!::
:: She then reached up with her finger and press on nail and POKED Alycia in the shoulder! Alycia opened her mouth a bit, jutting her lower jaw out and looking down at the woman in astonishment AND anger.::
You little bitch!?
:: But Vivica KEPT coming. KEPT POKING. KEPT PUSHING.::
:: As she did so, thinking that she was intimidating Alycia, the Amazon remained silent and LISTENED. Odd as it seemed, she felt like she NEEDED to hear what Vivica had to say if for no other reason, than to get a sense of WHY this woman felt like she should be in their midst. Just WHO she thought she was that Alycia, or anybody ELSE needed to regard or RESPECT!::
Oh SPARE ME, Ms. 54th & Crenshaw!
:: mockingly gestures and throws up a gang sign::
If you were looking for camaraderie, you only have YOURSELF to blame for not finding it from me. Your APPROACH was WRONG from the start. Regardless of where you come from, there are RULES to follow in order to PROGRESS and CLEARLY you hadn't heard of them.
You yourself said you didnt care what others wanted you to be or what they thought. That was YOUR mistake and apparently you NEVER learned from it, which is why even NOW you are still seeking to be taken seriously.
And as for RESPECT!? :: Alycia laughs in astonishments:: Respect is EARNED, NOT GIVEN. What did you EVER do, besides FORCE yourself into scenarios that had NOTHING to do with you, and expect to be treated as an EQUAL, RESPECTED...for WHAT exactly, MEMOREX?
If you're MAD, perhaps you should look inside yourself, or BETTER YET, look to the man whom you clearly regard as MORE than a BROTHER. HE'S the one who INEXPLICABLY LEFT YOU BEHIND.It's not MY fault you lacked the skill, the INTELLGENCE or the SENSE to know how to remain RELEVANT to Cameron. Some people simply OUTGROW one another.
It's almost as if he KNEW he was destined for something MORE....BETTER than you. Whether it was his SISTER :: excluding Erika from that part:: or the CIRCLES he ran in.
Cameron, like the rest of the Six, were destined from BIRTH to come together. That's something that neither YOU NOR I had anything to do with. BUT UNLIKE YOU, I EARNED my place, made myself invaluable to them AND provided them with a much needed link to the human community. And PLEASE quit commenting on the same tired old story about "You brought the SEC down on Cameron". We were ALL different people then. Cameron was an ASSHOLE who was harrassing Morgan and Alison, INTENT on sending Morgan over the edge and the INFERNO resulted. HE'S faced up to his actions and the consequences of them. Why can't you? If there was fallout that YOU were caught in, maybe you should speak to HIM about HIS role in that because he had a VERY LARGE ONE, BUT he's managed to not only learn from it but GROW. AS HAVE I! He's not the ONLY ONE who had to change course, change behavior! It's funny how ALL OF US :: gesturing to herself:: in THIS group that you so DESPERATELY want to be apart of have managed to face the not-so-great choice they've made and not only learn but FORGIVE and MOVE ON.
He's a VASTLY different person now.He has a WONDERFUL realtionship with Morgan AND Alison...AND ME! YOU'RE the only one still lurking around the fringes being a pot stirring, shit starting HO, STUCK IN THE PAST like ALWAYS.
If you're looking for a MEDAL for what you did in your PAST, or for the torch you carry for Cameron? Go have one MADE, sweetheart, because you're NOT getting it OR any recognition from ME.
MY life and the validation of it doesnt REST on Cameron's acknowledgement OR the Six's. Can YOU say the same?
I was ALREADY established and SUCCESSFULL by the time I met Morgan and Alison. I didn't NEED them to survive OR thrive in what I was doing. MY friendship with Morgan and Alison was born from a genuine place, NOT some dysfunctional parasitic relationship like YOURS with CAMERON.
The witches had needs that were critical and they needed someone they could TRUST to help them. I PROOVED that I was that person. I didn't just walk in and DEMAND anything from them. And that LOYALTY you seek to mock? It was RETURNED 100 fold, not just by them, but ALL of their team AND their allies. Can YOU say the same? EVER? Let's imagine the DISASTER that would have unfolded if they'd had a loud mouthed, loose canon like YOU attempting to advocate for them and maintain their legal status & protection both personal AND professional?
Your JEALOUSY and BITTERNESS is as UGLY and SAD as your inability to BEHAVE in a way that inspires kindness or respect.
WHY ELSE is it that you've ALWAYS been LEFT BEHIND, FORGOTTEN, OVERLOOKED and SHOT IN THE FACE.
There's a reason why The Six has always LOOKED OUT FOR ME, because I looked out for them when few others had the means or willingness to do so. I did it because it was the decent, RIGHT thing to do and they saw my sincerity and genuine concern for their well being and legal protection. I didnt PLAY at being something I was NOT, unlike YOU. I didnt DEMAND respect from them or rest on my laurels. I EARNED IT and when necessary, i STOOD MY GROUND and when NEEDED, I was CHALLENGED by certain members of the group.
I pulled MY weight, Vivica, and I did it WITHOUT the benefit of POWERS, even ones as STUPID and POINTLESS as YOURS.
There isn't a DAY that goes by that I don't think about how fortunate I am to NOT be seen as merely a TOOL or a "means to an end" by the Six, I am regarded as a FRIEND because I showed myself to BE a friend and I EARNED trust and respect. I didnt DEMAND it.
That's ALL you've EVER done, just like a petulant CHILD, but what else could one expect from a girl 'around the way', where manners, style and substance are as RARE as clear sky at night? This AINT "the streets" honey, NOR is it some swap meet where you can buy KNOCK OFFS and PRETEND to be something you're not. This is a world BEYOND ANYTHING your tiny little mind was designed to handle and when you're WOEFULLY inadequate, NOTHING you do to hide that will change that fact.
For ALL you've done or IMAGINED that you've done and think you ARE today, you're STILL as USELESS as a VCR and it won't be long before you fade into the background AGAIN, WHERE YOU BELONG.
MY behavior, my willingness to think of others before myself, even when I didn't know how it would turn out, earned me favor with the goddesses. YOU weren't there for what it COST me to be reborn as an Amazon. You were NO WHERE AROUND when the Six were OUTED, when I was targeted for assassination by the GOVERNMENT *I* worked for because I had stood by the Six. If you were SO concerned with being acknowledged by us, WHY didn't you come HELP US? FUCK YOU, Vivica. You're a WEAK, WHINEY little girl.
Vivica said:
"This isn't me being the ultimate VICTIM Alycia..so don't even TRY that with me. This is ME coming to you NOW because I finally feel able to, because I CAN...and because time has shown me that when it comes to ME..you're no less of an insufferable BITCH than you ever were."
The ONLY thing you've MISSED from your little tirade is that you're NOT the ultimate victim...
you're the ultimate NOTHING!
:: Alycia smirked as she snickered at Vivica who was standing right in front of her. The Amazon looked down at her and could barely contain her laughter at Vivica, who was acting as though she was making Alycia fall back::
Vivica said:
:: And with that Vivica lifted back her right hand...and smacked the SHIT out of Alycia BARNET. ::
"And now I'm gonna KICK. YOUR. ASS."
:: Alycia's moment of laughter, at Vivica's expense was abruptly ended as she was suddenly SLAPPED ACROSS THE FACE WITH SUCH FORCE that she GASPED, her head whipped to the side, her hair partially flew over her face as she half way spun away from her original position due to being caught off guard by such a strong slap!::
:: She remained at her current orientation for a few seconds, breathing rapidly and reeling from the shock and pain as she slowly ran her hand over her cheek and brushed her raven black hair back from her face::
::Even as she fully and openly reveled in her contempt for Vivica, perhaps for the FIRST TIME, there was this...EVER SO SMALL but ever present "voice" in the back of her mind. There was even a part of her that REBELLED against the contempt and cold dismissal of Vivica, with SYMPATHY and a sense of sadness over opportunities and time now lost; the chance to have offered support and assistance to someone who was once truly in need- LOST. But then again, Vivica COULD have said "I NEED HELP!" instead of doubling down on PRIDE and operating on her own prejudices against Alycia, couldn't she? There was responsibility and failure on both sides but the realization of that was lost in this [necessary] moment of ANGER and CONFRONTATION.::
::If ANYONE understood the need for networking, contacts and establishing key connections, it was Alycia! It was a large part of how she did her business! There were MANY reasons why Alycia Barnett and Vivica Lennox SHOULD have been allies, FRIENDS even, REGARDLESS of their personal backgrounds. As women, as black women- they both knew what it was to be minorities and treated as such. Alycia was deeply involved in another minority community, MUTANTS. She was an ADVOCATE for Mutants and had used her skill in the rule of law to help and protect them. They both had deep connections to Cameron King, who was now lost to BOTH of them and if they didn't find a way to get THROUGH THIS between them NOW and TRULY progress from it, they might both be MOURNING him, FOR REAL this time.::
::Some of Vivica's words were
breaking through the stonewall that Alycia had erected regarding her. Some of them were...honest and worth regarding, weren't they? Alycia was recognized by the Amazons and Athena for her skill in interpreting the law and using the law to sheild and protect those who needed it. That was her gift, her calling. Vivica was looking for her's and perhaps she'd FOUND IT. But why couldn't she have come to Alycia BEFORE this? In a different way? DESPITE what Vivica thought, Alycia WAS a reasonable person. CAMERON found that out, as did Haleigh and even Nicolas. THEY'D all been severely at odds with Alycia, only to come out on the other side. But it wasn't just all effort on their part, Alycia had to extend herself as well, and she did, each time. Vivica seemed to think Alycia OWED her something. Regardless of their commonalities or overlapping personal connections, they were WORLDS apart. BUT Alycia had prooven time and again with others who were different from her, that ANYTHING was possible. vivica asked...DEMANDED much, but rarely gave anything to DESERVE it.THAT was where Alycia disconnected from her and so now, even IF there was apart of Alycia that HEARD Vivica? The moment Vivica put her hands on Alycia, THAT part of her mind was overridden by the repitilian part, the part that registered ANGER and the instinct to HIT BACK.::
....
:: for the moment, all the sound around her was GONE. She heard NOTHING but her own heart beat...and her RAGE::
:: another before she SUDDENLY stood upright once more and face Vivica::
YOU BITCH!?
:: Alycia steps forward with one foot, and thrusts out BOTH her hands as her feminum bracelets shimmer and she makes contact with Vivica's chest, slamming her hands into the woman's chest and SHOVING HER with such force, applying ALL her weight AND more than a fraction of her amazonian super strength to send Vivica OFF her feet and FLYING across the room. That shove would have put a person in ORBIT really , but Vivica is sent CRASHING THROUGH a book shelf and SLAMMING into a wall::
Ava did you a favor?
Well you're REALLY gonna like ME for this, because am I going to BREAK EVERY BONE IN YOUR BODY! I'll send you BACK "around the way" in a BODY BAG!
:: Now in an full battle mode::