Artemis
Brilliant Confrontation
- Real Name
- Alycia Barnett
- Missions
- 517
- Residence
- Themyscira
- Ability
- Amazon attributes, powers & abilities; Feminum bracelets; Silver Bow & Zeus' Divine Lightning
Midtown- Coffee House and back to Charope LLC
:: Alycia, looked away for a moment. She squeezed John's hand, before slowly withdrawing it and dabbing her hazel eyes with a hankerchief::
For far longer than I wanted to acknowledge, apparently.
I found myself wishing that...I'd never returned to them during the blue moon. It's a terrible thing to say, because Delilah needed help, and these were my FRIENDS, I loved them.
But where some of them :: Namely Cameron and Haleigh:: are concerned, you can do everything you know to do, give all your best, and it's still for nothing. You can't satisfy a BLACK HOLE.
:: She said that bitterly as she shook her head, wipping away lingering tears once more.::
No, she didn't. She has no respect for personal boundaries OR other people's relationships...
NEITHER of them did.
And that...ties into why I have no problem BELIEVING Sharon, John.
You don't know these people like Sharon and I do. We've been in their world. We've seen how they behave, how they treat each other, and others. I can't say that I was a VICTIM of the Six...
The way Vivica Lennox was....
...Haleigh herself said that even as a non powered human, I proved to be just as formidable and even DANGEROUS an adversary as any one else she'd face on OR off the battle field.
I...took that as a COMPLIMENT.
For better or for worse, Sharon and I were immersed in their world, part of why we appear before you as we do today is because of THEM.
MOST of it has served a purpose, and I wouldn't want it changed...but if I one thing to do again?
:: She looked past John for a moment, out of the picture window and toward the city scape outside::
I wouldn't have come back to them during the Blue Moon.
:: She knew how terrible that was to say, because a BIG part of why she came back was to help Delilah, and to help the Six SURVIVE that night, but...what she REALLY wished she could have avoided, was allowing herself to enter into CAMERON'S orbit, and thus, AVOID that heart draining, disillusionment that came with having a personal relationship with Cameron King AND a friendship (if you could even call it that) with Haleigh Davidoff.::
I could have gone ANYWHERE in the world from Themyscira.
But I went to THEM.
I played myself. But the great thing about life is that when you make a MISTAKE, you have chances to CORRECT that mistake. CORRECT, recover and MOVE ON.
:: Cameron wouldn't even be in her reare view mirror anymore. She'd write him OUT of her story from here on::
:: On to Zach, who figured into what Alycia was saying more than she was telling Steel.::
:: She looked away from Steel again for a moment, smirking as she laughed a bit::
I thought he and I WOULD be there for each other when we were hurt by the people we were...involved with.
That "thing" that Haleigh did to me? Like i told you, it involves him more than a little bit too.
Zach and I...we WERE friends. I don't know what we are now. And I don't know if I CAN be friends with a man who would romanticize Haleigh, KNOWING what she's done not only to me, but to HIM as well. To me...that's no better than a domestic violence victim defending his or her abuser.
::Sighing as she leaned back and stretched a bit::
Zach and I have been overlapping for years, John.
We saw quite a bit of each other in Illustra when he lived with Haleigh, and my satellite office was on the 99th floor of that tower. When Spellbinder and Sharon died the night the city was attacked by Master Mold, Zach was hit hard. It wasn't just the toll that the losses took on Haleigh, it was SHARON. He...used to be her page when she was a Senator.
We survived many events together, we were even evacuated to Limbo by Shadow Weaver together.
:: She still recalled what she said to Zach the moment before Karen teleported them, and the pets to Limbo. She still remembers the sights, the sounds, the sensations of being in that eldritch dimension, and how she had to help steady and take care of Zach, who was nearly renderd comatose by the psychic energy that slammed his empathic senses while they were there.>>
Let me tell you...J.K. Rowling needs to meet Spellbinder and Shadow Weaver before she rights ANOTHER book about magick.
Zach has been close to myself and Sharon for a long time...but I think that's over now...and once again...HALEIGH is at the root of it.
You mentioned she and I being enraged by him sleeping with Valkyrie?
It's because we KNOW him. We CARE about him, we TRUSTED him in so many ways...and KNOWING what he went through with Haleigh, NEITHER of us wants to see him go through anything remotely SIMILAR to that with someone like Ashley who is WORSE than Haleigh.
:: Alycia stops herself. She can't let her thoughts be LEAD by what is a heart beat away from HATRED of Ashley, so she reorients herself.::
We CARED about him, John.
When Sharon died, and I was forced into exile, he succeed me in my special federal role, he also took over my portfolio, and carried on the work and projects that I had been overseeing. One of those projects was ROSE and her sanctuary.
I've talked to Zach many times before, worked with him closely, and he's a wonderful man.
We KNEW what kind of risk we were facing when it came to our interpersonal relationships with various individuals in the Six, and we had this....agreement...that we'd watch out for each other, and BE there for one another when the darkness closed in.
But...now that darkness is here...and our promise seems to have been an empty one. He didn't come to me. He went to HER [Ashley]. SHE doesn't know his situation, his history, or what was at stake for him, and even if she did, would she CARE?
I know you care about her, but she TRAMPLES on the feelings and sensibilities of others left and right!
He couldn't TALK to her about what happened, he couldn't discuss things with her and get any kind of empathy or support. He could ONLY go to her for ONE THING, and the man that I knew and RESPECTED required MORE than that to process events like this.
It just looks to me like he's compounding one mistake with another.
:: She shakes her had and looks at John::
John, Black Widow, and her MOTHER, Malice, are coming for us. You all aren't ready. You don't know how deep it goes with them, how DEPRAVED they are. They're already striking out at people we know, while noticeably holding OFF on attacking the Six outright.
Sharon and I know these women, and what they're capable of. Isis does too. We're NOT "JEALOUS", we're NOT being unreasonable....we're recognizing the DANGER for what it is and we'd RATHER not see any of you suffer or DIE the way some of the Six have.
But how can we be effective if no one will BELIEVE us?
:: He could see the sadness on her face::
How can I help Zach...or protect him...when he doesnt WANT my help? I THOUGHT I knew him...but apparently that was ANOTHER mistake I made.
:: and she tied this back to Ashley::
Do you even know for sure that ASHLEY WANTS to BE helped?
When we HELP people, we have a RIGHT to expect that help will MEAN something, will effect SOME kind of change. Otherwise, it's like watering a DEAD PLANT.
:: She began to collect her things together::
Thank you for sitting with me, John, and talking. I...needed this time, and it was well spent.
:: She smiled at him as she packed up her things.::
I'm going to head back to my office. I have a phone call I need to return and I don't want to do it out in the open.
Anytime you need me...or just want to stop by, you know the address, you have my contact information.
:: She stands up and so does John, and takes his hand, squeezing it::
I'll see you later, John.
:: A short time later, back at Charope, LLC, Alycia was in her office suite and she pulled up the voice mail from Zizi on her phone::
:: Alycia closed her eyes and soon, tears fell from them. Zizi's voice was both comforting AND convicting to Alycia. Imagine THAT! The one-time accused now convicting the former ADA, without even TRYING!::
:: Zizi and John had valid points about Ashley, but so did Alycia. COULD she find a way to reconcile the two in herself? She approached this as she had other cases in the pass. Starting with John at the coffee house, she used COMMUNICATION, and now, she was going to continue by focusing on the parts, and people that she COULD reoncile in herself, maybe creating a PATH to the one person/issue she COULDN'T.::
:: That was part of what a legal counselor did. There was ALWAYS more than one method of approach.::
:: She soon opens her eyes again, and presses the "call back" button next to Zizi's picture on her phone::
:: After a few rings, Zizi answers...::
Hi, Zizi. It's Alycia. I received your voicemail. Thank you for thinking of me!
John looked at her sympathetically, putting his hand over hers as she began to cry.
“You’re not a fool, Alycia. You’re just stuck in the middle of some really fucked up shit.”
:: Alycia, looked away for a moment. She squeezed John's hand, before slowly withdrawing it and dabbing her hazel eyes with a hankerchief::
For far longer than I wanted to acknowledge, apparently.
I found myself wishing that...I'd never returned to them during the blue moon. It's a terrible thing to say, because Delilah needed help, and these were my FRIENDS, I loved them.
But where some of them :: Namely Cameron and Haleigh:: are concerned, you can do everything you know to do, give all your best, and it's still for nothing. You can't satisfy a BLACK HOLE.
:: She said that bitterly as she shook her head, wipping away lingering tears once more.::
“I’m so sorry, Alycia, for whatever it is she’s put you through. Sounds like you were a true friend to her, and she didn’t give that back to you the way she should have.”
No, she didn't. She has no respect for personal boundaries OR other people's relationships...
NEITHER of them did.
And that...ties into why I have no problem BELIEVING Sharon, John.
You don't know these people like Sharon and I do. We've been in their world. We've seen how they behave, how they treat each other, and others. I can't say that I was a VICTIM of the Six...
The way Vivica Lennox was....
...Haleigh herself said that even as a non powered human, I proved to be just as formidable and even DANGEROUS an adversary as any one else she'd face on OR off the battle field.
I...took that as a COMPLIMENT.
For better or for worse, Sharon and I were immersed in their world, part of why we appear before you as we do today is because of THEM.
MOST of it has served a purpose, and I wouldn't want it changed...but if I one thing to do again?
:: She looked past John for a moment, out of the picture window and toward the city scape outside::
I wouldn't have come back to them during the Blue Moon.
:: She knew how terrible that was to say, because a BIG part of why she came back was to help Delilah, and to help the Six SURVIVE that night, but...what she REALLY wished she could have avoided, was allowing herself to enter into CAMERON'S orbit, and thus, AVOID that heart draining, disillusionment that came with having a personal relationship with Cameron King AND a friendship (if you could even call it that) with Haleigh Davidoff.::
I could have gone ANYWHERE in the world from Themyscira.
But I went to THEM.
I played myself. But the great thing about life is that when you make a MISTAKE, you have chances to CORRECT that mistake. CORRECT, recover and MOVE ON.
:: Cameron wouldn't even be in her reare view mirror anymore. She'd write him OUT of her story from here on::
:: On to Zach, who figured into what Alycia was saying more than she was telling Steel.::
Steel blew the air out of his cheeks.
“Well, then, he’s going to need YOU to see clearly for the both of you.”
He smiled, a little sadly.
“If this woman is really what you say she is, then we need to protect Zach while he can’t protect himself. Sometimes you can’t tell someone what’s right in front of their face, until they eventually see it themselves. He might have to figure it out for himself, but that doesn’t mean we have to let him crash and burn in the process.”
:: She looked away from Steel again for a moment, smirking as she laughed a bit::
I thought he and I WOULD be there for each other when we were hurt by the people we were...involved with.
That "thing" that Haleigh did to me? Like i told you, it involves him more than a little bit too.
Zach and I...we WERE friends. I don't know what we are now. And I don't know if I CAN be friends with a man who would romanticize Haleigh, KNOWING what she's done not only to me, but to HIM as well. To me...that's no better than a domestic violence victim defending his or her abuser.
::Sighing as she leaned back and stretched a bit::
Zach and I have been overlapping for years, John.
We saw quite a bit of each other in Illustra when he lived with Haleigh, and my satellite office was on the 99th floor of that tower. When Spellbinder and Sharon died the night the city was attacked by Master Mold, Zach was hit hard. It wasn't just the toll that the losses took on Haleigh, it was SHARON. He...used to be her page when she was a Senator.
We survived many events together, we were even evacuated to Limbo by Shadow Weaver together.
:: She still recalled what she said to Zach the moment before Karen teleported them, and the pets to Limbo. She still remembers the sights, the sounds, the sensations of being in that eldritch dimension, and how she had to help steady and take care of Zach, who was nearly renderd comatose by the psychic energy that slammed his empathic senses while they were there.>>
Let me tell you...J.K. Rowling needs to meet Spellbinder and Shadow Weaver before she rights ANOTHER book about magick.
Zach has been close to myself and Sharon for a long time...but I think that's over now...and once again...HALEIGH is at the root of it.
You mentioned she and I being enraged by him sleeping with Valkyrie?
It's because we KNOW him. We CARE about him, we TRUSTED him in so many ways...and KNOWING what he went through with Haleigh, NEITHER of us wants to see him go through anything remotely SIMILAR to that with someone like Ashley who is WORSE than Haleigh.
:: Alycia stops herself. She can't let her thoughts be LEAD by what is a heart beat away from HATRED of Ashley, so she reorients herself.::
We CARED about him, John.
When Sharon died, and I was forced into exile, he succeed me in my special federal role, he also took over my portfolio, and carried on the work and projects that I had been overseeing. One of those projects was ROSE and her sanctuary.
I've talked to Zach many times before, worked with him closely, and he's a wonderful man.
We KNEW what kind of risk we were facing when it came to our interpersonal relationships with various individuals in the Six, and we had this....agreement...that we'd watch out for each other, and BE there for one another when the darkness closed in.
But...now that darkness is here...and our promise seems to have been an empty one. He didn't come to me. He went to HER [Ashley]. SHE doesn't know his situation, his history, or what was at stake for him, and even if she did, would she CARE?
I know you care about her, but she TRAMPLES on the feelings and sensibilities of others left and right!
He couldn't TALK to her about what happened, he couldn't discuss things with her and get any kind of empathy or support. He could ONLY go to her for ONE THING, and the man that I knew and RESPECTED required MORE than that to process events like this.
It just looks to me like he's compounding one mistake with another.
:: She shakes her had and looks at John::
John, Black Widow, and her MOTHER, Malice, are coming for us. You all aren't ready. You don't know how deep it goes with them, how DEPRAVED they are. They're already striking out at people we know, while noticeably holding OFF on attacking the Six outright.
Sharon and I know these women, and what they're capable of. Isis does too. We're NOT "JEALOUS", we're NOT being unreasonable....we're recognizing the DANGER for what it is and we'd RATHER not see any of you suffer or DIE the way some of the Six have.
But how can we be effective if no one will BELIEVE us?
:: He could see the sadness on her face::
How can I help Zach...or protect him...when he doesnt WANT my help? I THOUGHT I knew him...but apparently that was ANOTHER mistake I made.
:: and she tied this back to Ashley::
Do you even know for sure that ASHLEY WANTS to BE helped?
When we HELP people, we have a RIGHT to expect that help will MEAN something, will effect SOME kind of change. Otherwise, it's like watering a DEAD PLANT.
:: She began to collect her things together::
Thank you for sitting with me, John, and talking. I...needed this time, and it was well spent.
:: She smiled at him as she packed up her things.::
I'm going to head back to my office. I have a phone call I need to return and I don't want to do it out in the open.
Anytime you need me...or just want to stop by, you know the address, you have my contact information.
:: She stands up and so does John, and takes his hand, squeezing it::
I'll see you later, John.
:: A short time later, back at Charope, LLC, Alycia was in her office suite and she pulled up the voice mail from Zizi on her phone::
“Hi Alycia, I just wanted to check in on you this morning and see how you were doing. Also wanted to check and see if you still were planning on contacting Rose? Well, call me back when you get this. Bye!”
:: Alycia closed her eyes and soon, tears fell from them. Zizi's voice was both comforting AND convicting to Alycia. Imagine THAT! The one-time accused now convicting the former ADA, without even TRYING!::
:: Zizi and John had valid points about Ashley, but so did Alycia. COULD she find a way to reconcile the two in herself? She approached this as she had other cases in the pass. Starting with John at the coffee house, she used COMMUNICATION, and now, she was going to continue by focusing on the parts, and people that she COULD reoncile in herself, maybe creating a PATH to the one person/issue she COULDN'T.::
:: That was part of what a legal counselor did. There was ALWAYS more than one method of approach.::
:: She soon opens her eyes again, and presses the "call back" button next to Zizi's picture on her phone::
:: After a few rings, Zizi answers...::
Hi, Zizi. It's Alycia. I received your voicemail. Thank you for thinking of me!